Post by X2 on Nov 2, 2007 19:46:22 GMT -5
The Jellicle you want: Gilbert
Age: Adolescent (Going on Adult, so 18)
Position: Jellicle
Family: Carbuckety-Cousin(Doesn't know it though)
Their appearence: Is a white based tom with black and brown/rust stripes, stitching, and splotches.
Gilbert Up Close
Gilbert with Tantomile. (Maybe he has a thing for her. )
Their personality: He feels that he has no friends, and that no one would really care about him if he were to up and die one day. Still, he always acts polite and very nice and always has a smile on his face(which is a mask-So he does has some conflicted two faced personality in there). He also is very self conscious, and has extremely low self-esteem.
Best quiality: Nice, Polite, and a little funny.
Worst quiality: Insecure, Overshadowed, Low Self-steem, Hears voice in his head-Two faced(Believes he's crazy).
History: Gilbert was born to a young queen and a tom named Ny'ham. Gilbert's mother died giving birth to Gilbert, but Gilbert managed to survive. Ny'ham completely changed after the death of his mate. He grew to be angry, reclusive, even violent. Ny always seemed to find himself with a bottle of some sort of alcohol in his paw. Ny blamed the death of his mate on Gilbert. The tom got drunk on a near nightly basis. He'd also go off everynight, and seemed to bring home a different queen early, every morning. However, one queen, Siobhan came home with him one night, and she seemingly stuck around. Though they never truly and openly became mates, they regarded her as a step-mother.
Eventually, Ny got so bad, that he took up to abusing Gilbert. At first it was only ever Gilbert-as he never laid a paw on Siobhan, and the beatings, some would be bad and some would be completely disastrous and violent. One night it had gotten so bad, that Ny began to beat on Siobhan. As she was the only female figure in Gilbert's life, he felt the need to protect her. He did and took the beating for her. He bordered on the brink of death that night, and actually welcomed it. Siobhan, however, took Gilbert back into a separate room, cleaned his wounds as best she could, and sometime in the middle of the night, when Gilbert regained consciousness, Siobhan took her chance.
Gilbert was still fairly in pain, and could barely move, so he was unable to fight Siobhan off. She took advantage of that, and raped Gilbert, since he could do nothing to stop her.He thought he was a freak, but knew he had to get out. He instantly after that ran away, not caring if Ny'ham killed Siobhan for healing him and disobeying his father. Once out on the streets, he began to hear voices, whispers, which made him think at first that everyone knew what had happened. Then after healing, grabbing what little food he could on the streets, the paranoia that everyone knew, evaporated. Leaving himself to believe that the whispers and voices he could hear was all in his head, and that he was crazy. (The voices was just his own subconscious and demons coming to haunt him, he has since started to heal his old emotional wounds and isn't really hearing the voices anymore)
Living on the streets he learned to be more defensive, and rash. For it was survival of the strongest. Though he looks weak, frail, like he could die any second, he is a lot stronger, mainly by will, then one would first guess. He is not all that fit, because finding food was rare, and even when you did, you normally had to fight off the other starving cats who tried to steal it from you, in order to eat. Even though he has survived years on the street, he has found himself beaten and raped a few times by other tom cats on the streets. Beaten to get his food, and those rare times, that he was raped by toms on the street, were just because the toms had been bored, and were cruel cats. Believing Gilbert was an easy mark and that it'd be amusing or entertaining. Which he ended up being, to them.
Eventually he found his way to the junkyard, but constantly feels like an outcast there. All the carefree attitudes and joyful singing and the constant no matter how mundane, touching makes him uncomfortable. He sticks to the shadows, afraid if he gets too close they may try to harm him physically or emotionally. And even after being with them longer and knowing that's no longer true, he still feels that if he gets too close they'll try to barge into his past and get him to open up, and he knows they'll be grossed out or disgusted by his past and truly despise Gil. He continues to stay at the yard, but he doesn't have any real family or friends there.
Any other comments?: I know I have my Max of Cannons, but I thought since Jelly's only a temp...meaning I RP her whenever we need her, I was still hoping I could have Gilbert. I made him the way I did on Cornered, just because I like that Gilbert better than any others. 'Jellicle Songs for Jellicle Cats'
Age: Adolescent (Going on Adult, so 18)
Position: Jellicle
Family: Carbuckety-Cousin(Doesn't know it though)
Their appearence: Is a white based tom with black and brown/rust stripes, stitching, and splotches.
Gilbert Up Close
Gilbert with Tantomile. (Maybe he has a thing for her. )
Their personality: He feels that he has no friends, and that no one would really care about him if he were to up and die one day. Still, he always acts polite and very nice and always has a smile on his face(which is a mask-So he does has some conflicted two faced personality in there). He also is very self conscious, and has extremely low self-esteem.
Best quiality: Nice, Polite, and a little funny.
Worst quiality: Insecure, Overshadowed, Low Self-steem, Hears voice in his head-Two faced(Believes he's crazy).
History: Gilbert was born to a young queen and a tom named Ny'ham. Gilbert's mother died giving birth to Gilbert, but Gilbert managed to survive. Ny'ham completely changed after the death of his mate. He grew to be angry, reclusive, even violent. Ny always seemed to find himself with a bottle of some sort of alcohol in his paw. Ny blamed the death of his mate on Gilbert. The tom got drunk on a near nightly basis. He'd also go off everynight, and seemed to bring home a different queen early, every morning. However, one queen, Siobhan came home with him one night, and she seemingly stuck around. Though they never truly and openly became mates, they regarded her as a step-mother.
Eventually, Ny got so bad, that he took up to abusing Gilbert. At first it was only ever Gilbert-as he never laid a paw on Siobhan, and the beatings, some would be bad and some would be completely disastrous and violent. One night it had gotten so bad, that Ny began to beat on Siobhan. As she was the only female figure in Gilbert's life, he felt the need to protect her. He did and took the beating for her. He bordered on the brink of death that night, and actually welcomed it. Siobhan, however, took Gilbert back into a separate room, cleaned his wounds as best she could, and sometime in the middle of the night, when Gilbert regained consciousness, Siobhan took her chance.
Gilbert was still fairly in pain, and could barely move, so he was unable to fight Siobhan off. She took advantage of that, and raped Gilbert, since he could do nothing to stop her.He thought he was a freak, but knew he had to get out. He instantly after that ran away, not caring if Ny'ham killed Siobhan for healing him and disobeying his father. Once out on the streets, he began to hear voices, whispers, which made him think at first that everyone knew what had happened. Then after healing, grabbing what little food he could on the streets, the paranoia that everyone knew, evaporated. Leaving himself to believe that the whispers and voices he could hear was all in his head, and that he was crazy. (The voices was just his own subconscious and demons coming to haunt him, he has since started to heal his old emotional wounds and isn't really hearing the voices anymore)
Living on the streets he learned to be more defensive, and rash. For it was survival of the strongest. Though he looks weak, frail, like he could die any second, he is a lot stronger, mainly by will, then one would first guess. He is not all that fit, because finding food was rare, and even when you did, you normally had to fight off the other starving cats who tried to steal it from you, in order to eat. Even though he has survived years on the street, he has found himself beaten and raped a few times by other tom cats on the streets. Beaten to get his food, and those rare times, that he was raped by toms on the street, were just because the toms had been bored, and were cruel cats. Believing Gilbert was an easy mark and that it'd be amusing or entertaining. Which he ended up being, to them.
Eventually he found his way to the junkyard, but constantly feels like an outcast there. All the carefree attitudes and joyful singing and the constant no matter how mundane, touching makes him uncomfortable. He sticks to the shadows, afraid if he gets too close they may try to harm him physically or emotionally. And even after being with them longer and knowing that's no longer true, he still feels that if he gets too close they'll try to barge into his past and get him to open up, and he knows they'll be grossed out or disgusted by his past and truly despise Gil. He continues to stay at the yard, but he doesn't have any real family or friends there.
Any other comments?: I know I have my Max of Cannons, but I thought since Jelly's only a temp...meaning I RP her whenever we need her, I was still hoping I could have Gilbert. I made him the way I did on Cornered, just because I like that Gilbert better than any others. 'Jellicle Songs for Jellicle Cats'