Post by Deleted on Jun 30, 2014 18:21:07 GMT -5
Ok ya'll I apologize for my absence and the fact I have not been on myself to tell you whats happening. April till now has been obscenely rough for me. I feel like I am finally getting life together. I had a bad April because Andy and I split due to him living far away and he needed to get his life together. Easter we got back together but it has been a struggle with him moving home and at one point he was homeless. So that part was over. May 2nd we had to put my cousins (who is like my sister) Rottie, Zoey done rather suddenly. Now we are people who prefer fur babies as I am sure many of you do. This was very hard for us. Then happy to move along, my coworker and dear friend was finally getting married. Happy Happy Happy right? Well 8 days prior to her wedding, they had an insane house fire. They lost everything. They were able to get out with the three dogs and 1 cat. Sadly two cats died in the fire and they lost everything for the wedding not to mention honey moon. Our work staff spent the next 7 days putting together a wedding for her. It was beautiful! So recovering from that seemed easy peesy right? Then my cousin (same as the one before)asked me to be with Roman (a very special horse to me) while he was put down. Roman was practically my horse. I was the only one who could ride him and he loved that I would let him RUN! He was technically her horse, but being with him was important to me. I never let an animal I love leave this planet without me there if I can help it. So Roman is gone. I think, this can't get more painful right? WRONG! On June 18 my beloved Grandmother Elenora H. Dillon passed away. I have so many amazing childhood memories with her. I loved her very much. My Aunt was her caregiver and due to a rift between us I had not seen Gram for 4 years. I recently went to the rehabilitation home where she was and had a wonderful day talking to her. My Aunt and I even made up, but that was the last day I saw her. I am dealing with a lot of pain right now from numerous losses. Now My cat Harlequinn is missing and I am presuming not coming back. Top it off I'm worried about money issues, who isnt right? So thats the story. I'm sorry I have not been on. Shizoo has been keeping up with me as much as I had let her. I am one that kinda clams up when things are happening. Writing is an outlet for me, I can't believe I let it get away from me. Sorry this is such a long post but I felt like I cheated some of you by not being on.
