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Post by Deleted on Feb 5, 2014 19:00:08 GMT -5
Exotica reached up and began playing with her hair. Unbenoest to her, she began regressing to the incident. Her brows knitted together tightly and began breathing heavily, shaking her head back and forth. "No...no I can't..." she said, her voice gaining height. With her other paw, she rubbed the side of her head unconsciously that she hid under her long mane.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2014 20:08:17 GMT -5
Please exotica.... If you continue like this... You might lose everyone around you. I am offering you my descretion and my compassion if you would bust tell me what has happend. Something has happend to you. But keeping it in and shielded is not the solution. If such a tragedy has had happend then the body of one jellicle will break down. Unless it is released and the pain has been shared. So pleas exotica. I beg of you. Tell me what is wrong and i might be able to help you.... We all will be able to help you.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 20, 2014 11:12:33 GMT -5
Exotica began to whimper, slowly starting to crumpling in on herself. Because of the trama, an illusion of another Tom, a shadow of one appeared looming above her, his eyes harsh and solid glowing yellow with no pupil or iris. "No...!" she cried softly. She rubbed her scar more, feeling her vision blur. A small, small kitten with softer voice calling out to the fading voice of Asparagus. The present adult of her regressed back to the incident.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 28, 2014 12:46:09 GMT -5
Gus jr.
Gus suddenly saw that exptica wasn't feeling right and saw het almost collapsing. "Bast" he cursed to himself and lunged forward to grab her shoulders to steady her. "Hold there exotica. I got you." He said softmy holding her by her shoulder so she couldn't fall to the ground. "Relax exotica, it's just me. I won't harm you." He said trying to sooth her and make her snap out of whatever she's into."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 7, 2014 19:34:40 GMT -5
Exotica closed her eyes in an attempt to hold in her tears, feeling the burn of her unshed tears. "I'm sorry I'm sorry..." she mumbled, holding her head in her paws as she shook and her legs crumpled beneath her. "Please don't..." she whimpered, her voice squeeking out.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 8, 2014 4:08:31 GMT -5
Gus jr.
Gus was slowely having enough of al this. So he simply gather her in his arms to embrace her he didn't care is she was going to push away or scratch at him. All he wants is her to snap out of it. He let a small purr and simply. Held her. "I'ts ok exotica shhhhhhh. I'm here and i will protect you." He said softly nuzzeling her.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 9, 2014 9:16:04 GMT -5
A familiar yet different scent sparked in her nose, causing a flicker of a flash in her brain and she snuggled into Asparagus' fur. Clinging to him for life. She didn't completely know it was Asparagus, her brain was there yet. But there was a start, and the kitten and Queen chased after the warmth of a light so big as a pinprick in her mind. She began to openly cry now, her body racking with sobs and tremors. She curled up in a somewhat fetal position with her arms wrapped tightly around Asparagus, her claws digging into his back.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2014 2:49:38 GMT -5
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Gus was supressing a hiss as her claws dig rather deep in his back. Because he didn't wanted to startel her or make her even feel worse. He simply stroked her back and hummend a small tune his mother used to sing hor him when he was sad. "It's alright exotica, i'm here for you." He said wispering in her ear trying to calm her down a bit.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 26, 2014 19:44:52 GMT -5
Exotica's ears twitched but resumed a flattened state against her head. The light was becoming bigger and eventually enveloped her and a calm came over her. Her shaking went down to a soft tremble and pressed herself closer to the warm body that was holding her. "Please don't hurt me..." the brown Queen whimpered softly
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Post by Deleted on Jun 17, 2014 22:13:08 GMT -5
Gus jr. Felt a shift in her eomtional state. He had no idea what happend or how or even what. But he felt she was getting to the better hand. He just kept on purring to comfort her. "I am not going to hurt you. No one is going to hurt you here. You are perfectly safe here with me and the other." He said as he still caresses her back softly.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 19, 2014 17:34:37 GMT -5
Still in a strange state, and a little disoriented, Exotica slowly raised her head and opened her eyes. Her pupils huge, causing her to have kitten-like eyes. The face was familiar but the name wasn't coming to her yet. She knew it was in there, but her brain was still befuddled. Her voice felt lost to her. She was scared and wasn't sure what to do. Was she safe? Would she ever be? Was any place ever truly safe?
The junkyard. That was her new home, but was she safe here? She just stared up at the Tom, wondering if he would say anything more. Do something. Why was she in his arms? They were not lovers. She had the feeling that they were not that close.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 2, 2014 3:16:58 GMT -5
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Gus looked at her and a smiles cracked his face as he saw those eyes of her. "It is ok xottie. You are safe here in the yard." He said over and over to reassure her. "Now hat where you thinking of xottie? You seemed to be far away there for a couple of moments." He said still having his arms around her.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 3, 2014 11:04:18 GMT -5
Exotica blinked rapidly, staring up at....Asparagus....junior. She shifted her eyes down, trying to access what had just happened to her. Instinctively, she reached a paw up and caressed the scar where a human ear would be, feeling the ridges of claw marks. "Someone hurt me..." the chocolate Queen said softly. She was still deep in the child inside her, but she was slowly progressing back to her present self. She did not want to talk about what happened to her, but Asparagus did seem like he was going to leave anytime soon. Which was nice, and it made her lips twitch back and forth in trying a smile. Would she have the strength to tell?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 10, 2014 11:03:16 GMT -5
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Gus simply held her. "Who hurt you exotica?" He sais as he holds her in his arms. He knew he was making progress. But knew he had to be carefull. Or else she might return to her closed self.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 17, 2014 20:15:02 GMT -5
Exotica's eyes fluttered again. Memories flashing before her eyes in recollection, causing a shudder to course through her. "No..." she whimpered, pressing tighter to Asparagus, even if she was already pressing into him already. "No. No.." she whimpered still, turning her face into the Toms chest. She didn't wanna see him again. She couldn't face him. Not like this, not ever. Her scar then seemed to start to burn, and instinctively she reached her paw up again to cover it, as if attempting to hold the blood from seeping out. "Can't...say his name..." she whimpered softly, shutting her eyes, even though she knew it wouldn't help the images, but it hurt to keep her lids open.
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